The What-if Universe

Have you ever imagined all the what-ifs in your life? 

What if you woke up five minutes earlier. What if you stayed up for ten more minutes. What if you moved. What if you stayed. What if you said all you had to say. What if you didn't.

Have you ever had that feeling that if you gathered up every single one of them that your heart would explode because it would be too much to bear? 

Have you ever had that moment where your entire body just fills up with each and every regret you ever had in your life?

Then another moment where it just flows away?

Have you ever stayed up late one night and just wished and prayed with all your heart, hoping for the one impossible thing? That your what-if universe exists and you could just disappear into it.