Two left feet and no beat

I did an aural test today and have now confirmed, I've got awful rhythm, but hey my pitch is okay. It's something, close enough. I recently decided to take music exams again after I left off who knows how long ago, not hoping much but at least have to get decent theory because it's more important to me. I am kiasu I cannot lie because someone kept rubbing in my face that they got perfect score in grade 5 theory, that 'aiya it's so easy I did it in five minutes flat and slept', and 'everyone said I can't learn grade 5 syllabus in three months but I got the top score'. Sei zhu mak, I show you not only you can ok.

有没有那麽一个明天 重头活一遍

I met a friend from lifegroup who turned out to have a similar taste as me in shoes haha! I mean what are the odds that almost every single pair of shoe we own (and have ever owned) are veryyyy similar. Right now we've even got like same styles of shoes but in different colours LOL. It's actually really funny cos I always think I'm pretty odd in my group of friends in terms of fashion. Yes I am the only person who is known to wear shorts and slippers, paired with a beanie, coat and scarf. Best of both worlds right, it's winter on my head and summer on my legs, merry aloha, or even better swinter like on Phineas and Ferb.

Anyway, due to my two left feet, it means that I can't dance, and also I am not a stable person, deep metaphor right haha. I've been in a bit of a dilemma recently, mainly due to the reason that I can't seem to cope up with my studies (Please don't tell my parents haha, I kid). For now it's not too serious I guess, not flunking or anything, just very overloaded, but I foresee that if this goes on, I am going to be here all December studying for resit exams. Help? Sigh, fell sick and had to miss more than a week's worth of classes, so that automatically qualifies me for make up classes nuuuu. I don't know oh, my part time job is only twice a week but somehow one day of work makes me crippled and disabled for the next two days, literally cannot function at all, just show up at uni without my brain. To be truly truly honest, I don't need the extra cash, want yes, but need, not so much. But you know how the things you want always look better than the things you need. This situation is like someone who dives head first into a shallow pool but hit obviously hit the bottom, on one hand you feel like they just wanna go swimming hey but then you can't help thinking how blind do you have to be to not see the depth? But that's how physics messes with you haha.

Okay wo lei liao. Qu shui jiao.